Monday, July 1, 2013

Finally...Time to train for KONA




Kona Countdown
It’s already July!  My countdown calendar has more and more days with a big X through them.  The motivational reminders around the house are growing by the week.  First there were a few on my bathroom mirror.  Now they are on my computer, on my fridge, on my TV, and in my car.  I have had two weeks of solid IM training.  After years on trying different training styles and strategies I’ve learned a lot about myself.  One thing I do know is I will burn out if I do too much too soon.  This is why I haven’t told myself I was training for an IM until mid-June.  This is why I slowly build each week and make adjustments as I go.  This is why I haven’t been too strict with my diet.  What works for me is - one thing at a time, one week at a time, and one day at a time.

The boys getting ready to head out on the lake.

I am LOVING summer.  Lee, the boys, and I have already had so many fun evenings and weekends.  They are growing up so fast and I don’t want to look back and regret anything.  It’s a hard balance of working hard and making sacrifices to reach the goals I have set for myself and then being there for my boys to help them reach their goals they have set for themselves.  I believe in actions speak louder than words and I want to show them through my hard work you really can accomplish anything you set your mind to.  

Each day can be a juggle  getting my training in and still making sure the boys get  where they need to be on time and keeping  the house functioning.  Thankfully Lee is very supportive and understands how much the World Championships mean to me.  I’ve started a list titled “Post Kona”…I’m writing down all the things I want to try and/or do after October.  For me, it helps to be conscious of the decisions I’m making in terms of my training and what I’m actually giving up to get in the long bike rides and the long runs.  The reason this is important to me is because I know when it gets hard out there on the race course and every part of my being is going to want to walk I need to remind myself of what I gave up and what my family has given up this summer so I could be there at that moment racing.  I need to dig deep and remind myself to keep moving forward so all the sacrifices weren’t for nothing.

Making adjustments….I have created a training plan for me and I have workouts planned for each day and week leading up to Kona.  I like to see the map and the course I plan to take, but sometimes I hit a few detours and need to make adjustments.  I feel like I’m following my GPS in my car and I take a wrong turn and it says, “re-calculating…re-calculating”.  I have at least one re-calculation a week in my plan – not on purpose, but because I’m listening to my body and a certain workout I have planned isn’t the right one.  For example, I woke up Saturday morning with a good brick workout planned and my heart rate was elevated.  I opted to sleep an extra hour and do a nice easy ride on the bike and then an easy recovery jog off the bike and some yoga.  Now this week with it being the 4th of July it will be a cutback/ recovery week for me and I’m sleeping in a few extra days and getting miscellaneous errands checked off my to do list like a blog update.    

My training…right now my big training days are Monday-Thursday.  The boys have hockey during the day and Lee is at work.  Since I have my summers off I’m able to train early, take the boys to camp, train again, nap and train some more before Lee and the boys are home.  My evening and weekends are family time.  There isn’t much training going on those days.  There are no races on my calendar besides Vegas and Kona.  Three of my boys are doing their first full tri this summer and I plan to swim and run with them.

I’m creating a lot of consistency with my training and feeling the power coming back in my legs when I’m biking and running.  I still have a long way to go to be where I want to be for Kona, but I don’t have the sense of urgency… just let. 

We are all able to accomplish great things.  This I know for sure. The question isn’t can I achieve it, but how much am I willing to sacrifice to reach those goals.  There will come a time between now and Kona when I will be willing to sacrifice a lot to get my body to do what I want it to do on October 12, 2012.  But that time isn’t just yet.  I’m enjoying our family bonfires and making s’mores, going for pizza before we hit the go-cart track, and getting popcorn with butter at the movies.  So right now my training is consistent and on track.  Soon my nutrition will be too.  I look at it like a puzzle and I have all these pieces that need to come together by October 12th.  I have all the edge and corner pieces in place right now and I’m steadily working at the more intricate pieces in the middle of the puzzle.  Each week the picture becomes more and more clear and the small details are put in place.  By the time I land in Kona at the beginning of October I will have a very clear picture of what I’ve created and what I have accomplished.  It will be a matter of putting the beautiful puzzle into a frame and enjoy the view.  

For my IM training the swimming, biking and running is only one part. For me my training consists of more than those three things.  I include yoga, weekly chiropractor adjustments, weekly deep tissue massages, daily naps, daily foam rolling, nutrition, mental training, and making sure I a keep a balance with my family. 

Lee finished up my Kona room for me when I was in Hawaii and even added some pictures.  This one is on the door.


My Kona room…I love this place.  I can close my eyes and be on the Queen K.  The other day I did a trainer ride in my Kona room and then headed outside for a run.  As I was running I thought it felt a little cool.  When I came back from my run I checked the temp and it was 86 degrees out…I think my new definition of hot has changed.

Treadmill, bike, heater and TV...all I need.  I watch really bad TV too when I'm biking and running.

When I first decided to do an IM I remember thinking 112 miles on the bike was far and IM Wisconsin was a hilly bike course.   The mind is very powerful and when something seems hard or far then it’s time to create a new definition.  Last summer I did a handful of bike rides which were longer than 120 miles and some were VERY hilly.  By the time IM Wisconsin came 112 miles wasn’t so far anymore and the hills weren’t that big anymore.  This summer I’m creating a new definition of hot and a new love for wind.  

I’m coming Kona and I will be ready to ride in the heat and wind come October 12th!

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

EPIC CAMP


EPIC CAMP!!!
It was truly an amazing experience…like nothing I have done before.  Back in March I attended a total immersion swim camp in Kona.   The week of swimming was fun and a great opportunity for me to get comfortable in the ocean water.  This week was a bit different.  Epic Camp was the hardest week of training I have ever done.  I have logged more hours in a week, but never with this kind of intensity or weather conditions.  There are no words to explain the heat and wind on the IM World Championships course.  The TV coverage doesn’t do it justice.  You really need to swim, ride, and run the course to understand what it’s all about.  

Being around like minded people who have similar goals and a shared passion really helps to strengthen my dedication to my training and being as strong mentally and physically as October approaches.  These 10 days being away from home was the longest I’ve been away from Lee and the boys and the hardest for me.  Thankfully there wasn’t much down time and I was so tired I was either training, sleeping, or eating to ever get too homesick. 

Breakdown of daily training…

Friday – arrived late afternoon, picked up my bike from Bike Works, and did some work on my computer before dinner.

Saturday – early morning swim at the Pier followed by breakfast at Lava Java.  I love that place.  I started organizing my gear and bike for the official start of camp.  Did a 40 mile ride out of the Queen K to make sure everything was good and then stopped back at Bike Works to do a little shopping and made a stop at Island Naturals.  It’s an organic/natural market/deli and another one of my favorites of Kona.

Each morning I would wake up in the morning starting at 3am since I’m still on MN time.  This lasted until about the 4th day.  Either I was finally on Hawaii time or I was just so darn tired I slept longer.

Sunday – IM bike course ride, it was raining when we headed out and all I was thinking about was getting a flat.  The only time I’ve flatted has been when I’m riding in the rain.  Sure enough a few minutes into the ride and I have a flat.  The last time I changed a clincher was 2005.  Thankfully I had a great group riding with me who all stopped and helped me out in changing the tire.  Really…I didn’t do much of anything, but probably made things worse by busting the stem of the new tube while trying to air it up.  

I can’t count the number of times during the week I heard, “You really need to learn to change a tire.”  My deal is I ride my trainer probably 90% of the time.  I race on tubulars and when it counts I will get my tubular changed.  I can change my own tire…it just takes me a bit.  

The IM bike course seems to get shorter each time I get to ride it.  The course is like nothing I have ever experienced.  The wind has never been the same each time I’m out there.  You can’t count on having a tailwind at any certain point and most times you have a head wind on your way out to the turn around and then you get the same head wind on the way back in.  Crazy how it works and I use to think people were exaggerating about the wind and heat, but now I know it’s all real.  I rode solo most of the day and it was a great chance for me to really push myself and maintain aero as long as possible.  My goal of this camp was to go hard each day and see what I had left in the tank come Saturday for the race.

 
After everyone returned from the ride we did a run down to the pier and an easy swim. 

Monday – We ran to the pier and swam the IM swim course and then ran back.  Once we were back we did a 50K bike ride.  The distance of this ride wasn’t far, but this ride was the hardest bike ride I have ever done in my life.  Seriously….17-20+% grade for 12 miles.  This ride was truly EPIC.  The higher we climbed the cooler and foggier it got.  By the top it was pouring rain.  The decent back down was so crazy it was borderline stupid.  There were several times I thought…yep I’m going to crash…yep this will be the death of me.  But the whole group made it to the top and made it back down.  

Tuesday – John Newson, camp director, gave us the option of choosing which group we wanted to ride with on our long ride today.  On the first day when we rode the IM course I rode off the front alone for most of the ride.  So I decided I would ride with the big boys in group three.  I knew if it got too hard I could hang on their wheel or we would catch group number 2 and I could ride with them.  Plus, I knew there was a bit of climbing which I love.  It turned out to be a fabulous ride maybe even my favorite of the week.  I never lead off the front and there were several times when we were moving at a pretty good clip and I just had to focus on the wheel in front of me and gut it out.  I would tell myself, a hill will come and you will get to rest a bit.  Most people see a hill and think of the work ahead, but for me on this ride the hill climbing was my chance to recover before we hit a flat.  I can hang with them on the hills, but it’s the flats I have to work my tail off to keep up.  I made it to the volcano with the boys and we ran off the bike on a beautiful trail down into a crater, across the bottom, and back up.  It was amazing – an absolute beautiful run!!


Wednesday – Ran on the IM run course – LOVED it!  After the run we packed up our gear and biked to our new location which was about 35 miles north of Kona out on the Queen K.  In the afternoon we headed to the beach where the 70.3 Hawaii race will take place and practiced swim starts and did a longer swim.


Thursday – Early morning ocean swim with Pete Jacobs.  He is a great guy with lots of great swimming advice for us.  Another highlight for me!


My only regret from today was choosing to ride solo out and back on the Queen K a few times instead of riding with the group on a different loop.  I wasn’t ready to go when the group left since I had a few meetings with my students and then I wanted to get my race wheels on and ride them before Saturday.  I haven’t raced since IM Wisconsin in September.  Changing to my race wheels and adjusting the breaks on the Speed Concepts is no easy task.  I consider my bike intelligence at about …. Well… I don’t consider myself as having much bike intelligence.  I can do the basic stuff, but that’s about it! So thanks to John Ellis our bike mechanic for helping me out.  

Each day I’m here and I’m missing my boys and second guessing myself I remind myself of the first time I saw the Ironman World Championships on TV and said that will be me one day.  I was still in high school, living with my sister Donna, and had never done a triathlon and was terrified of the water.  I have come so far and overcame so many of my own personal limitations.  Each day this week I thought I was at my limit and couldn’t do anymore or go any harder, but I would push a little more and find I just pushed that limit line back a little more.  

So, considering my goals for October, riding alone out on the Queen K was probably what I needed rather than a beautiful group ride with some wonderful new friends I have made.  It’s easy to sit on someone’s wheel and get pulled along on the Queen K…I didn’t need or want that.  What I needed was to be alone in my head and feel the wind blowing me across the road.  I needed to get the feeling of the heat rising from the highway and look out ahead and only see lava fields.  I needed these mental images engrained in my head so when I’m back home sitting on my trainer I can close my eyes and be right back there on the Queen K.    

 Friday – Finally a day to sleep in and I’m up by 5:30AM.  I sleep with the air off and my patio doors wide open.  I love hearing the wind blow and smell the ocean air, but these birds are so noisy in the morning!  

A few us went for a technique swim at the resort pool and Jordan Rapp was there swimming.  He is another very nice pro athlete.


Saturday – RACE DAY (report below)

Sunday – slept in till 6AM and that was me forcing myself to sleep in.  I feel great – no soreness from the race at all.  Is that normal?  Must be all those veggies I eat and the Extreme Endurance.  I biked into town with Dave, from camp, to get my bike to Bike Works for shipping back home and then had lunch at Lava Java one last time until I get to come back in October.  Once back to the hotel I packed and started grading papers and finishing my end of the year grading.  9pm came and I was off to the airport.
I missed my boys like crazy!  Have I said that yet?  They are the most amazing 5 boys I know and being away this long has been so hard.  I have second guessed my decisions so many times on this trip.  Triathlon can be a very selfish sport and I feel there is a fine line with being obsessive and not seeing the big picture of life.  For me, this next week will be all about spending time recovery and family activities before IM training kicks in and the boys start summer hockey camp.  


I am very appreciative to all the Epic camp crew.  John Newson does an amazing job of taking care of all the athletes and everyone was so friendly and nice.  To all my New Zealand friends I will be in touch when I sign up for the Coast to Coast.  It’s a race on my bucket list.  I’m sure you have room to accommodate a family of seven – right?  Just kiddin!


The 70.3 Race Report:
The swim – what the hell happened Michelle?!  I’m a faster swimmer than my time shows.  I really should have a GPS on to show the route I decided to take which wasn’t correct and I had to swim back and then around the first buoy.  I could have cheated like several others I saw, but that’s not who I am.  Looking at everyone’s times for the day it seemed most were slower than normal.  One thing I will add to my training this summer is group swims working on sighting and drafting and working together. Last summer I did long lake swims, but I would swim alone while Lee kayaked beside me.  They were very enjoyable, but I need to practice using the draft while swimming. 
I never felt out of breathe….a sign I wasn’t working too hard.  I even remember thinking to myself…this is really quite beautiful and I don’t mind this salt water at all. 
The females started 7 minutes after the guys and it was a complete traffic jam not long into the swim.  I have to say the back of the pack men are much nicer than the front of pack guys.  I usually get a punch to the face or a good hard kick, but I even had a guy say sorry to me.

I was bummed when I saw the clock when I got out of the water, but in long distance races so much can change the only thing you can do is keep moving forward. 
T1 – couldn’t find my bike – helmet was blown off and glasses…took me a bit to get my gear together.  I think I need new cleats I couldn’t get clipped in until I was turning out on the Queen K. 

Bike – I love my bike and I love riding my bike.  I was hoping for it to be as windy as hell and as hot as hell.  In my mind I was thinking - the tougher the better.  When the wind is blowing in my face or I’m climbing a hill I’m in heaven and seem to get stronger in tougher conditions.  Another reason I wanted the conditions to be tough was so when Kona rolls around it will seem easy peasy.  It was quite windy, but it wasn’t hot.  I had a few close calls with my bike and the wind.  

T2 – Couldn’t find my stuff again.  T2 was 6 miles away from T1.  I felt really good after the bike.  I think I could have ridden that pace all the way back to Kona.  I never felt I pushed out of my comfort zone and tried to stay close to my IM goal paces.
Run – It took me back to my cross country running days in HS.  We were running across a golf course and some on the road.  It was a beautiful run with a lot of sharp short uphills and turns.   I wanted to run about my IM run pace and had no problem.  I didn’t start my watch and swum, biked, and ran all on how I felt.  I was surprised when I saw my splits because I didn’t feel I was running a 7 minute pace.  For a section in the middle my pace dropped to 6:43/mile pace.  

As I started moving through the field of women and passed a few pros I started looking to see how many women were in front of me.  A few volunteers on the course told me I was the first amateur female.  When I was counting the girls in front of me I only counted 4 and I assumed they were all pro by either what they were wearing or their number.  I was wrong.  The first amateur had a Great Britain Tri suit on with her name and I assumed she was pro.  

Nutrition:  I have eaten a ton this week with all my training.  Even the night before the race I was eating desert which I would normally never do.  I have about 10 pounds to drop to get to my racing weight before Kona.  So my eating habits will dramatically improve come next week when the game face comes on for 4 months.  In my training I haven’t let myself go to “that” place in my head for IM training.  Previously, I’ve had a season where I was burnt out before my A race arrived.  For me, I don’t tell myself I’m training for Kona until now so I can really focus on my key session, recovery, and nutrition.  

Race nutrition - I front loaded on the bike with my calories.  I knew the climb up to Hawi would be easier to take in calories than flying back down. I like the Cytromax gel bites, EFS liguid shots, and GU peanut butter gel.

I had two Gu rocatane I took out of T2 and used them at miles 3 and 6.  Then at every aid station I did water, coke, and ice down my shorts and in my bra top.  I never felt over heated.  The ice down the pants really keeps you cool…almost a bit too cool.  I did receive a few looks from the volunteers when I grab two glasses of ice and dump one down my shorts and one in my bra

Results:
I’m a bit bummed by my times.  Slower than I anticipated, but when I look at the overall results…being 5th out of the pro & amateur field isn’t too bad especially after a week of some solid training.  This was never my A race.  My A race is Kona.  My goal today was to hold IM paces…I think I was close.  Weighing ten pounds less in October will help my run and having 15 weeks of working on my bike and swim will definitely help.
My goals/plans for the race were – to go as hard as I can and to never give up on myself mentally and to keep moving forward.  I truly believe physical training is just crap unless you have your mental game up to par – for IM racing anyway.  I know when I get to the marathon in October I will need to be strong mentally and not let anything break me.  Going into this race I was physically TIRED!  I was thinking this is my chance to work on my mental strength and dig deep.  What I found out was I still had more in the tank and never had to dig real deep.  Our bodies are amazing and are capable of so much more than we think.  When we think we are at our end and there is nothing left we have only tapped into what we are capable of accomplishing.  

I ended up winning my age group and receiving a slot for the 70.3 World Championships in September.  It was a hard decision for me to take the slot.  Not so much the timing with Kona because the timing is perfect (5 weeks), the terrain is great practice (hot and hilly), working through logistics with my bike and gear set up is all great practice and timing for the race I really care about – KONA.  The tough part of the decision is Lee and I have our 16th wedding anniversary on the 6th of September.  For the last several years we have been at IM Wisconsin either volunteering or there so I can race.  Originally, I knew it was a possibility I would win my AG and get a slot and I didn’t anticipate taking it because not only is it our anniversary, but it’s the first week of school for the boys and me.  

Long story short…I ended up taking the slot because on my bike in big letters I have – NO REGRETS.  This is my year to lay it all out there on the line.  To really push myself and see what Michelle Andres from little old Minnesota can do when up against the best in the world not only at the IM distance, but the 70.3 distance.  Many people train their whole life for the opportunity to race in the world championships and now I have raced a great race and earned a spot on the starting line of both races in the same year.  Can I podium in both races in the same year?  HELL YES!  This is my chance to see what I can accomplish in this sport.  I know myself and know if I didn’t take the slot I would always think…I would always wonder what if… and I would regret my decision for taking the slot.

A highlight of the awards was having Greg Welch say, “and our champion for the 35-39 age group hailing from East Gull lake, MN is Michelle Andres”  Very cool hearing the legend Greg Welch say my name!

I’ll take this week to spend as much time with my boys and let my all my training settle in before I start my IM training and they start their summer at hockey camp.  We have lots of fun planned.  

A few notes about misc. things…
Arcadia Brute – I love riding the hills of Wisconsin.  It was a great ride leading up to Epic camp.  If you enjoy bike riding think about the Triple Crown in Wisconsin.  The rides are very well organized and have never been a disappointment. 


My secret – vegetables…seriously!  The power of vegetables is one of the key elements of my training along with naps.  The power of food!

Rumble Roller – I try to roll every day.  My newest roller is the rumble roller, but this thing is painful.  I haven’t been showing much love to the new rumble roller in comparison to old black one.  

Training leading up to EPIC Camp – do what I can when I can and make it count.  The way life worked out I had a big/good week then a recovery week for 8 weeks.  It seemed to work for me.  This was never my plan, but life happens and kids get sick, I got sick, I have a job…I have a life.  In reality it was probably more like a 9 day build and then a 5 day recovery.  This is what worked for me during this time of the year, but it won’t be the case when IM training starts (6/10).

Closing thought…

Passion – you have to want it (whatever that is) deep inside of you.  No one can want it for you – it just won’t work.  I think of parents who so badly want their child to be the next pro athlete or doctor or lawyer or musician, but the kid could take it or leave it.  That kid will never be that pro athlete, that doctor, that lawyer, or that musician unless it is something they truly want.   But there isn’t anything wrong with that…happiness (in my opinion) is finding your passion.  As a mom I want my boys to be happy, to find their own passion.  Right now my passion is Ironman Triathlon.
The reason I get up at 4:30 in the morning is because I have a dream.  I took that dream and created a goal and then created a path to follow and reach that goal.  Have I ended up on a few detours and uphill climbs I wasn’t anticipating? Yes, for sure!  It’s those detours and uphill climbs when we really learn who we are and how much we are capable of accomplishing. 

Happy Training!

Monday, May 6, 2013

Sickness and Setbacks...

                                          (Transition at IM World Championships in Kona)


It is day 5 and I’m still sick.  The last time I was sick with the stomach bug was at least 4 or 5 years ago and all my boys were still in elementary school.  There has been zero running, biking, or swimming.  I’ve attempted a yoga class and barely survived.  I feel it’s been hard to get in a quality training groove this whole year.  First, it was finding a routine that worked for me and my family.  Then when I came back from Hawaii my hamstring/glute was inflamed and very tight.  I took all speed work out of my training.  Now, when I’m starting to feel better I get the stomach bug.  There hasn’t been a whole week where I’ve nailed my training as I’ve planned.  Yet…that is!

For me, my IM training doesn’t start until June.  I’m not letting my mind go to “that place” until June 10th when I officially start my IM training.  The tri season can get long both physically and mentally.  I need to put in my best hours on my bike, in the pool, and on my treadmill come September. Not now, not today. A big part of racing an IM is dealing with all the situations that come up over the course of the day and learning how to react in a positive way will have a huge impact on finishing time. I can only control my reactions to the situations which are in front of me now.    

On a more positive and fun note…I had my most enjoyable half marathon to date in Nisswa at the Run for the Lakes half marathon.  Four of my boys decided to run.  Three of them decided two days before the race they wanted a challenge and they went for it.  They had a goal of being under 2 hours and they all made it 1:52 and 1:54.  My oldest, Mitch, said he wanted to run too, but had a hockey game calling his name.  We’ll see if he is up for the challenge next year.  I think the 4 boys who ran it may need some more time to forget how the felt on Sunday morning after the race when they couldn’t walk down the stairs before they run it again.  They had zero run training, except gym class at school, and they all blew me out of the water by how they just kept on going and never once did any of them say I want to quit.  They even had their Grandma there who told them if they got tired they could stop by her and she would give them a ride to the finish line.  No one took her up on the offer.  No quitters allowed on TEAM ANDRES.  They were so many kind and supportive runners and spectators who cheered for the boys which really helped to push them to keep going.  After the race we all went for breakfast and chatted about how the race went and then hot the Chocolate Ox for some treats.  It was the most fun I have ever had running a half marathon and I won’t ever forget rounding the corner and crossing the finish line with them.  One of my boys, Riley, says he is doing IM when he turns 18.


Bike seat issue has been solved!  I had my seat re-covered with new leather instead of getting a new seat.  I’m so happy I was able to keep my old seat.  There is just way to many memories for me to get rid of that thing.  

I’m so looking forward to having enough energy to be able to run even a mile and so looking forward to being able to eat and not worry if it will be coming back up.  Being sick is no fun.  Maybe being sick along with this late spring is both blessings in disguise.  The chances of me getting burnt-out from over training get less and less when there isn’t much training going on.

The Arcadia Brute is less than two weeks away and I have ridden my bike outside 1 time for 20 minutes since I came back from Hawaii.  Today is a beautiful day and I would love to be able to get outside, but my attempt at yoga this morning is about all my body had energy for at this point.  I’m not too worried about riding the 200k and finishing; I’m worried about my descending down some of those hills.  I will be breaking down the hills at Grandma Speed.  

Kona is a little over 5 months away.  I’ve started organizing my head, my clothing, my training, and everything else I can think of that relates to the IM World championships.  For me, this is a once in a lifetime experience and when I cross the finish line no matter the time on the clock I know I will have no regrets because I will have put my heart and soul into the race and did everything I could to have the best race on that day!